This is going to be my ramble post. I feel like rambling.......
I'm glad this week is coming to a close. It hasn't been a bad week, but it's been a tiring one if that makes any sense? Owen is finally feeling better from his shots. He didn't do too bad but he was sore and fussy. He just wanted mommy and to be held!
Owen has been on the Soy milk since Monday night. We can't figure out if he doesn't like it or is just not hungry due to his shots and all the changes. He is drinking it, but just not as much. His BM's seem to be better. Sorry, that may be TMI. His skin is about the same. His head is the same as well, no change with using the Head & Shoulders. I'm still wondering if he has some reflux, but we are going to give this soy stuff a week and then see what's up. We called and have an appointment for next week to check for reflux.
Yesterday I decided that I was going to go to Sam's Club, just Owen and I. Now I remember why I don't go anywhere alone, just him and I. Like I said I decided to go to Sam's, Owen had just been fed and changed and he wasn't due for a nap. He was in a good mood, so I packed the diaper bag and loaded him up in his car seat and we headed out. As soon as we turned on to the main road he started fussing. I figured he just wanted the car to move. He continued to cry, as it turned in to a scream. Then it turned into I'm pissed off screaming bloody murder. We finally got to Sam's, which isn't that far but we got stuck in construction traffic. As soon as I got the seat out of the car he stopped. WE got in Sam's and it started again, I COULD. NOT. GET. HIM. TO. STOP! I felt so bad. He was screaming. Everyone was staring. EVERYONE. I walked straight to the exit. Stopped and tried to get him to calm down again. Nothing. As soon as I walked out the double automatic doors he literally passed out in my arms and fell asleep. OMG. So I went back in, ran to the back to get water and formula and we headed home. He slept on the way home and for a few min once we were home. Then he was fine. Ugh! He's been doing that, getting mad and upset and hard to calm down. It's tiring, and I feel terrible.
Today I needed to go to the Commissary. It's 2 miles down the road. I got brave and we headed out. He started fussing in the car. Great! He took his pacifier, thank God, and then he was ok. Once we got in the store he fussed and fell asleep. WHEW! Oh and the Commissary here by the way is HUGE! Gigantic!! It is SO nice. With it being so nice and big, it's always busy. But it's worth it. No matter what day of the week and what time it is there is always a ton of people there. The BX is huge too. And it is always busy with people in it. It's weird because back at Dyess half the time you'd be the only one in the BX when you would go. NOT here!
In other news, I am debating on when applying to go back to work. I would love to not go back. But I like the lifestyle of me working and us being able to do things and spend money when we want. I just received my last pay check last week. Greg will get his new paycheck on the 1st. We are still up in the air about all our bills, what his new pay is, and what our new bills will be here. We've received all our final bills from our house this week. I also have to think about what we will pay for daycare and what I will bring home. After care is $57 a week for Landon, for Owen it will be about $130 a week for care. I would bring home one whole paycheck, if I am getting decent hours. That is another thing. The newbie doesn't always get hours. The newbie doesn't always get a good shift and tends to work the shifts that no one wants. I am so used to the morning shift, I have done it for years, I don't know what I would do if I had to work til 6-615 every night. It's different now with a baby. But, it may be worth it. I just don't know. Another thing is, they are hiring right now for new classes. I would be hired on fast, which usually isn't the case for CDC's. I just don't know.
We are still loving it here in Colorado. The weather is amazing! I love walking down the stairs and looking at the mountains. I love that it gets cloudy in the afternoons. I love that it's cool in the evenings and morning. I love that Landon's school is two minutes away. I love that we are close to the BX/Commissary. I love that Greg comes home for lunch daily and is home 5 mins after he gets off work. I love all the shopping and food. I love that there is a million things to do around here. I do miss living off base. I miss having 'our' house, knowing our neighbors. I miss our friends, I miss my work and work friends. I miss running in to people when we go out. I've yet to meet a single person here so far. I do know one girl from Dyess that's here. I've talked to her and we've been texting. She is now back to work though. I also know another girl who I worked with in Germany. She took care of Landon when he was a baby. And we have Sabrina who lives in Denver. I've joined some Facebook groups and what not. It's time to meet some people!
Slowly I've been getting things up on the walls. I am used to my bare house and I am worried I am going to over do it. Here is the half bath.
That's done. There is a small hallway over there I am going to hang some pictures up. We also have lots of walls going up the stairs and I may do a picture collage on there. I've seen some cute ideas on Pinterest.
We are waiting to close on the house to buy a bigger TV for the living room. So the one we have now is just sitting there. We will eventually hang our new one. I'm kinda waiting til that happens to hang anything in the living area.
Plus there is baby stuff galore and it feels cluttered already.
Greg has a 4 day weekend this weekend. I am so happy. We will get the day together tomorrow, I am excited. When Landon is around Greg and I don't get a word in, any time we talk or try Landon has something to say! lol.
I'm about to take three big boxes over to Airman's Attic. When Greg gets home from work I'm going to go through my clothes as well. Time to purge. Plus I am so fat most of my stuff doesn't fit! haha!!!